Last Night

Last night I dreamed you loved me
Should it come as a surprise
That you held me like you loved me
Under mellowcotton skies

You held me like you love me
The grass it smelled so sweet
But I awoke next morning
And found my soul was weak

You hold me still we're living
But it's not as I had dreamed
My life is now so empty
It's you I've never seen

If you would let me sleep forever
You'd hold me bittersweet
Falsness in your love dear
Nightmares dreams and sleep

Lucidity is now dear
I wish that I could see
Me in your arms forever
As heaven swallows me

Instead I'm lost forever
Open to the gates
They spread them wide with teethfear
And swallowed all my hate

So here I'm burning now dear
You never held me sweet
My dreams they faded so long ago
Now blackless dreamless sleep

I miss you sweet regretful
I will be forever waked
Life is the most precious gift I had
Not to sleep away